RESTRICTED or LOOKING FOR GOOD ONE...???

My sister asked me a question..."Ka,why u don't have special bf till now? Our two sisters (my cousins) already having bf but u still single, it's quit shame of u lar!!!". I was liked huh, y u asked me this suddenly..?? She asked me this question bcoz, my cousin sis 1 year younger than me is in relationship and I'm still single..

I don't think so that I'm shame of it and I'm happy bout it...I'm not shame to admit I'm single...It just that I'm not ready for being in relationship or am I looking for the really good one???

Hmmm....

Actually, I've been twice disappointed before get into a real relationship last time...not cheated but I dono what to name bout it..The first guy I know says I'm not sporting and I dono to respect people...I got damn bengang with him when he said that and really hentam him cOz he don't know me well but criticize me..I can accept if he said in-front straight to me but that  stupid asshole talks behind me. The second stupendous, cheat behind me before I confess to him...He was having affair with another girl but then I was smart and caught him..*hehehe criminal mind lar me...Lucky I didn't confess to him...

BODOH SIAL's......

Moral of the stories are, I restrict myself not to trust guys...!! BUT THEN I'm not saying I wont be in relationship at all, it depends on the time...If I meant to meet the right person then I wont let the golden opportunities just go like wind..I will grab it...!!!


Haah, that day my cousin sista introduced me to her friend..He is a doctor...4 or 5 years older than me...hehehe I'm kinda like him but hopefully he don't treat me like sister..!!!
When I told my friend that day, she said older than us is much better cause they will think mature and will take care us vry much...Is it so..??? Is this guy for me...ONLY GOD KNOWS
(hahaha...gatai lar aku nie...dah berangan2, adoi..!!!)

What types of guys usually girls will like??? The type I like are

• good looking...of course because have to see the same face everyday..*hehehe
• caring
• educated with secure job...will able to answer sorts of questions in life
• responsible
• lovable
• romantic...so that I don't end up eating ice cream and popcorn alone
• funny...able to make me laugh when I'm sad
• be protective...make me feel safe and secure
• a bit of stinginess...so he won't let me go away
• etc etc etc....

This is too much right...??? Not only me, but Millions of girls are looking for it...

This is mean "LOOKING FOR THE GOOD ONE"...*sounds insane

I will be waiting for the good one and destiny for me to share my life with...

There will be SOMEONE for me SOMEDAY

Yet I still love being SINGLE

I LOVE TO BE SINGLE

you're free to do anything without

worrying bout anybody

there's no people around looking for you,

no irritating phone calls, no irritating messages for every minute,

no fights for no reason, no scarceness,

no cry, no midnight awake

and no etc etc etc....

that's great naa...!!!

hehehehehehehehehe

I feel so good!!!!