RESTRICTED or LOOKING FOR GOOD ONE...???

My sister asked me a question..."Ka,why u don't have special bf till now? Our two sisters (my cousins) already having bf but u still single, it's quit shame of u lar!!!". I was liked huh, y u asked me this suddenly..?? She asked me this question bcoz, my cousin sis 1 year younger than me is in relationship and I'm still single..

I don't think so that I'm shame of it and I'm happy bout it...I'm not shame to admit I'm single...It just that I'm not ready for being in relationship or am I looking for the really good one???

Hmmm....

Actually, I've been twice disappointed before get into a real relationship last time...not cheated but I dono what to name bout it..The first guy I know says I'm not sporting and I dono to respect people...I got damn bengang with him when he said that and really hentam him cOz he don't know me well but criticize me..I can accept if he said in-front straight to me but that  stupid asshole talks behind me. The second stupendous, cheat behind me before I confess to him...He was having affair with another girl but then I was smart and caught him..*hehehe criminal mind lar me...Lucky I didn't confess to him...

BODOH SIAL's......

Moral of the stories are, I restrict myself not to trust guys...!! BUT THEN I'm not saying I wont be in relationship at all, it depends on the time...If I meant to meet the right person then I wont let the golden opportunities just go like wind..I will grab it...!!!


Haah, that day my cousin sista introduced me to her friend..He is a doctor...4 or 5 years older than me...hehehe I'm kinda like him but hopefully he don't treat me like sister..!!!
When I told my friend that day, she said older than us is much better cause they will think mature and will take care us vry much...Is it so..??? Is this guy for me...ONLY GOD KNOWS
(hahaha...gatai lar aku nie...dah berangan2, adoi..!!!)

What types of guys usually girls will like??? The type I like are

• good looking...of course because have to see the same face everyday..*hehehe
• caring
• educated with secure job...will able to answer sorts of questions in life
• responsible
• lovable
• romantic...so that I don't end up eating ice cream and popcorn alone
• funny...able to make me laugh when I'm sad
• be protective...make me feel safe and secure
• a bit of stinginess...so he won't let me go away
• etc etc etc....

This is too much right...??? Not only me, but Millions of girls are looking for it...

This is mean "LOOKING FOR THE GOOD ONE"...*sounds insane

I will be waiting for the good one and destiny for me to share my life with...

There will be SOMEONE for me SOMEDAY

Yet I still love being SINGLE

I LOVE TO BE SINGLE

you're free to do anything without

worrying bout anybody

there's no people around looking for you,

no irritating phone calls, no irritating messages for every minute,

no fights for no reason, no scarceness,

no cry, no midnight awake

and no etc etc etc....

that's great naa...!!!

hehehehehehehehehe

I feel so good!!!!

Maiṁ pāgala hō rahā hūm̐ - I'm Crazy...Jangan Tidur Lagi...!!!!!

It's time 3.47 in the morning and I didn't sleep yet...

Everyone are sleeping and I'm jealous at them!!!

I cannot sleep because not sleepy yet...

haizzz...!!! I feel wanna eat at this time but 

don't know what to eat..?? hmmmm

Ais Kacang, Rojak, Ice-cream, Nasi Kandar,

Char Koey Teow pedas, etc etc etc...

Kalaular saya telan semua benda nie,

mesti "FOOD POISON" pagi nanti...bahaya bahaya..!!!

Hmmmmm....time nie jugak saya teringat kat Prince Charming...pulak dah!!!

Eh, bukan Prince Charming yg dicari2 kat awangan 

BUT

 yang serba kekurangan macam member saya cakap...!!!

yalar, bukan semua yang dicari@dipandang mata tu

perfectionist di mata hati kita...

semua ada cacat celanya kan..??

p/s: saya cari bf nak MATA cam pelakon tamil tu- SURYA..cair hati saya tengok mata cam tu..kalau lar boleh sikap baik cam dia pun oke jugak...

(OMG permintaan terlebih nie)...kikikiki

Adoi,sakit jiwa lar bila teringat 

assignments dan exam...

just around the corner exam- I can smell the burning

coming soon...coming soon

have to burn midnight oil lOr...!!!

minyak pun dah nak habis~hehehe~

Just about 10 months I will finish studying and graduate

and I'm damn lazy wanna go work.

I'm Crazy

I don't feel want to work

Want to stay at home but how huh??

if I didn't go to work then from where I want to get money??

*gila talak kot saya nie, tak nak pergi kerja!!!

hehehehehehehe

entahlar, susah nak cakap, rasa cam susah sgt..!!!

tak boleh nak harap ibu bapa je

mrk pun dah tua, tak larat nak kerja

kena jaga adik2 pulak...

macam nie, terpaksalar saya kena pergi kerja...!!!

*spam:hehehe- Inilah digelar Pemalas Antarabangsa

Hey, my sista is going to Sarawak (UNIMAS)

further studying...

no people I want to disturb during sleeping time...

hehehe, whenever I sleep late, I will disturb her and wake her up

to ask whether she sleep ready or not...

I'm Crazy

it's okey, I will call her and ask whether she sleep ready or not..??

kikikiki

oKiez,niteZZZ

dream of food heaven!!!!

Ais Kacang

Rojak Penang

Char Koey Teow

Nasi Kandar

Surya- My Darling (hehehe)

GOOD NIGHT

SWEET DREAMZZZZZZZ

REWIND BACK >>>> July/ August 2009

Aiyoo !!!

Which class am I suppose to enter???

Which level have to go???

That was the 1st questions I asked myself when entered the building

which totally stranger to me 2 1/2 years ago...

SENTRAL TECHNOLOGY COLLEGE...!!!

As a new Business Admin student in that college,

That was my 1st day (Monday - I forget the date), 1st subject (Financial Accounting)

with 

new environment,

new person who going to teach called Lecturer,

 and new friends who I don't even know any of them.

I was damn scared to enter the class until the sister who follow me to show the way

introduce me to the persons sitting in the class

and she told the few people sitting in front there to "TAKE CARE" me...

hehehe

I didn't talk to any of them.

Reason- maybe I was too shy or dumb don't know to mix around...

That was my routine whenever the days I go to class,

Keep Silent as I am DEAF and DUMB..hehehe

until few weeks

I get to know each one of them;

SUBASHINI a.k.a SUBI

KAYSAWARTHINY a.k.a KYSH

YOSHINI a.k.a YO @ TAMANNAH

EILEEN 

MIROSHA a.k.a MISHA

CHING SIEW a.k.a JIA YIE

 JAYIZAH a.k.a IZA

We getting closer day by day..8 of us become BESTIES only in short period..We make our days the happier moments to be remembered..Celebrating birthday, go for makan in every places we know, gossiping, laughing, making jokes, studying, group discussion and a lot to list..Each of the days we got stories to update and talk about..(tak pernah nak kering air liur lar dikatakan, hehehehehe)..kalau kami gelak fuyshhhh bergegar building..gelak sakan..hehehe

Apa yang aku nak katakan tentang kawan-kawan aku nie..??

-Seorang gilakan novel, adakala kami dua nie sekepala jugak..hehehe..She is Subashini, kalau posing habis nampak gigi 32 batang tapi she is my cutie pie fren...its not weird tapi kami mmg ada byk persamaan dari segi citarasa, thinking..hmmm bagus jugakan

-Seorang nie namanya Kysha - THE PURPLE  LADY in our geng..dalam seminggu mesti pakai baju color purple 2-3 kali..minat purple tahap apa I dono..she is cute with her adjustable fringe..Kysha is so caring girl and both of us like "SURYA"...hehehehe 

-Seorang lagi nie membunuh kami semua dgn menyanyi lagu dia yg tak faham..not understandable but She can put her own wording (compose her own) and sing to us..Yoshini Kambing..first when met her I thought she is a punjabi gurl but when she talks typically Tamillachi..hahaha

-Eileen Seah..can be said our BBA top student..whenever she is at home she bakes..future bakery owner..p/s: wana order cheese cake, do contact her..she is under process of learning Tamil language too and a.s.a.p we can see Eileen scolding Yoshini in Tamil...hahahaha

-About Misha,she is a nice girl..haah, actually she has a lot of ideas in her mind..she really can write a lot even though the given mark is just 1 or 2 marks. sometimes I don't understand when she is so sensitive and takes things serious..another thing she do not give up easily...that's good rite??

-Ching Siew the Indian Food lover..She will be very excited whenever we go makan at Indian shops..she really loves curry and spicy food..She likes to help people and be nicer to everyone..Ching Siew boleh dikatakan pendengar yg baik..we can share our problem with her and she will give good advice to us..

-Seorang lagi nikan, setiap masa dgn 'machan' dia tu..siapa lagi kalau bukan Iza @ mss rainbow kite nie.. kami sendiri confuse bila masa dia cakap dgn kami dan bila masa dia tgh cakap 'machan' dia kat handphone..dia cakap serentak dgn kami dan 'machan' dia tu..hehehe..normal lar people in love..!!! satu lagi tak habis2 dgn make-up dia..whenevr class finiz and goin bk time, dia mesti touch up dulu (bedak silkygirl and lipstick)..hehehe,cute rite??? She is a lovely girl too, tak pernah merungut dgn kami bila mengejek dia..

Inilah kawan-kawanku yg paling terbaik yg pernah aku jumpa..They meant a lot to me..!!!

Another 10 months,we'll finish our studies

then

all of us will go to different places to work

and search for our life in reality world.

I'm glad I get to know these

wonderful people once in my life.

The days we spent here

will be in my memoir forever.

Thank you guys!!!

Lurve u all

p/s: minah-minah oi yg mention diatas, jgn nangis lepas baca ni k...hehehe nanti tak tahan pulak saya. <<peace>>

Hamesha Tumko Chaha song - Devdas

KeNapALah MacAm Ini - TEMPERATURE BETUL..!!!

Haizzz....betul2 stress dgn assignment yg bertimbun2..
org katakan short sem sebenarnya MUDAH, tak teruk sangat tapi nie isykkkkkk... Kena berjaga sampai 3-4 pagi buat assignment subject - FINANCE MARKET & INSTITUTION..


<<<<<buzzzzz>>>>>


Haaah....that day (Sunday), I was watching hindi movie "DEVDAS" - can be said one of my FAV movie of KING KHAN (SRK). After watching it few times, that was the day realize one thing. Sebelum nie, saya pernah dengar many ppl saying (normally guys) 'Guys are dying becoz of Girls - Ladies, e.g Laila Majnu (Majnu dies), Devdas Parvathy (Devdas dies) and so on. All because of LOVE.
but did anyone know how and what's the reason they died??? 


HaHaHaHaHa....i found up the reason after watched "DEVDAS" that day.<<<actually this only from my point of view>>>
Sebenarnya DEVDAS (deva) and PARVATHY  (paro) love each other but then against by his family and Paro's family faced  a lot of embarrassing moments, right??? So Paro dikahwinkan dgn org lain dan Deva stay single.. What had happen after that?? Devdas surrender his life to alcohol and become the great "ALCOHOLIC" and reason is he want to forget about his sweetheart Paro but at last HE DIES AT LAST..!!!


Okey, my question here is, Did Paro asked him to take alcohol..?? Did she asked him to become an Alcoholic..?? I guess no, she only asked him to LEAVE alcohol.
Paro also did suffer a lot separated from her childhood sweetheart not only Devdas.
Devdas mati sebab dia minum alcohol sampai menjejaskan kesihatan dia dan ianya menjadi racun pembunuh.
Tapikan apa yg saya pernah dengar Devdas die but Paro live. He dies because of Her...Hmmm apa yg boleh dikatakan. Setiap manusia berbeza fikirannya..


HaHaHaHaHaHa...this is just my point of view. Anyhow DEVDAS and PARVATHY shares a great and depth LOVE between them. Nobody can denied it..!!!